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walking through broken cities had always been my favorite past time. i used to dream of fixing them all up and adorning them with rosebuds and new red bricks, and to carry away the ashes with the wind. now they're like wastelands and there is not a thing i can do with my own two hands to make life better. i can't even make my own life better. i used to dream of hope that sprouted forth from some little seed in my skull. that seed... it died. i will confess to you, i am not good at anything at all.
that night when you burrowed away into the earth to get as far from me as you ever could,
i died.
i guess you knew. you never came back.
and while you're underground all through December, darling, i am walking like a turned zombie. you are planning life and you will help grow millions of plants and flowers to burst through the cracked concrete of all those broken cities. all i can do is grow an unimpressive beard and pretend to walk like i can hurt someone. i never could. you see, if those men that stared at me in the streets knew that i sat in an alley and cried and cried most every night they would knife me right when they saw my tear-streaked face. so much depends on a person looking very angry with the world to get the others to back away. it's all just a useless fight. you wouldn't know. i do not expect you to. you are doing what i always dreamed of, aislinn.
did you know? i have no home. not anymore.
as much as i want you to come crawling back out of the ground like the walking dead so we would be zombies together, i know that will not happen. i loved you but i just could not give you everything. i am dirt and you are the vines that sprout from me. i am there to raise you up and sustain you for a while, but then you're cut and you go back underground and i can't feel you any more. darling, i know you are not coming back. i am okay with that, really.
i am not well but still i survive. that is more than some can say.
this is the last letter i will write to you. i know you will never read this.
that's okay.
just know if you ever need me i'll be right here in these broken cities, and when i see a white December flower i will think of you and whisper your name aislinn aislinn aislinn and maybe you would be there.
but i guess the truth is that i am talent less and alone, where i will be until my body fails me.
i love you. but please, please, please never reach the surface again.
that night when you burrowed away into the earth to get as far from me as you ever could,
i died.
i guess you knew. you never came back.
and while you're underground all through December, darling, i am walking like a turned zombie. you are planning life and you will help grow millions of plants and flowers to burst through the cracked concrete of all those broken cities. all i can do is grow an unimpressive beard and pretend to walk like i can hurt someone. i never could. you see, if those men that stared at me in the streets knew that i sat in an alley and cried and cried most every night they would knife me right when they saw my tear-streaked face. so much depends on a person looking very angry with the world to get the others to back away. it's all just a useless fight. you wouldn't know. i do not expect you to. you are doing what i always dreamed of, aislinn.
did you know? i have no home. not anymore.
as much as i want you to come crawling back out of the ground like the walking dead so we would be zombies together, i know that will not happen. i loved you but i just could not give you everything. i am dirt and you are the vines that sprout from me. i am there to raise you up and sustain you for a while, but then you're cut and you go back underground and i can't feel you any more. darling, i know you are not coming back. i am okay with that, really.
i am not well but still i survive. that is more than some can say.
this is the last letter i will write to you. i know you will never read this.
that's okay.
just know if you ever need me i'll be right here in these broken cities, and when i see a white December flower i will think of you and whisper your name aislinn aislinn aislinn and maybe you would be there.
but i guess the truth is that i am talent less and alone, where i will be until my body fails me.
i love you. but please, please, please never reach the surface again.
Literature
Feel it
I have given every sacrifice bled, lost freedom, became a monster just to protect you
Used every skill in human condition which we both know I qualify as an expert. Staying in captivity top three fears of life ( number 1. Become a sandwich number 2. Spiders and number 3. Held captive for any reason if escape was possible!
I laid in a drug haze in the prettiest cage with the key in my hand
My mentor saying hold on the cages break all of them even if you lose the key.
One reason for all this
To prove my love for you is existential everlasting not able to lose not even if you accidentally smothered me to death!
So fuck you I won't die just
Literature
Lightbulb
How many times do you have to
screw with my head
around like
an electric socket that goes to a lightbulb until it goes dead
from so much exhaustion of always having to"stay on"
for a faulty parallel circuit that just gives in
to the slightest trigger that touches its brim
copper wires wrapped around power that is trying to glow
Why are you hiding me in a restrictive shallow sheath skin
when I'm trying to grow
all I want is to feel complete in a formation
that travels like traffic, paving a way
for my electrons to scurry like the information I have to retain
that shock me in the brain
that mold ideas and thoughts that
awfully hurt me
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pen across paper
the rhythmic tapping of keyboard running
my being is letters
yet i cannot make words
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Oh, if I could remain, but it's just a visit
All midnight eyes read "vacancy"
Twisted, twisting
To the lovely dancing lights, I begged, "May I cut in?"
But they never stopped playing "their song"
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Twist... twisting me
You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic
Onto the melting boy, and melt away
You light as gently, you're so cinematic
Bathed in your radiance, I melt
In the glitter, in the dark, sunk into velvet
Praying this will never end
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Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end
Just like a memory, it twists me
Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end
Twist... twisting me
You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic
Onto the melting boy, and melt away
You light as gently, you're so cinematic
Bathed in your radiance, I melt
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(All grey) All the colours (All grey) upon leaving
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You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic
Onto the melting boy, and melt away
You light as gently, you're so cinematic
Bathed in your radiance
You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic
You land as lightly as the new snow, and melt away
You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic
Bathed in your radiance, I melt
this celluloid dream
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Very, very pretty.